Blood red carpets.
It reminds me of watching serial killers try to act normal.
Flashback blinking, head bowed in shame but no disgust.
Face touching, frowning, head bobbing signs of personal stress – not grief.
Fear – for the self.
“My wife, my co-star, my love”.
Funny love comes last.
Complete denial, MK Ultra denial. Over-sold.
I think he witnessed it.
“It’s illogical, there’s somewhere, that’s a part of me that went”
This is why the drugs are forced on them, makes memory manipulation easier and testimony hard to stick.
That pings to me.
Grips jaw tightly, doesn’t look at interviewer, partially covers mouth.
“Concern about protecting the film, as much as we could”
Repeating “unbelievable”, something liars do compulsively.
Their subconscious is saying it.
Nicole: hmm, hmm, hmm.
Disapproval of topic, keeping lips practically glued shut.
Tongue click, then “shock” (fake) and “I didn’t believe it”.
Yeah, they saw it. It, an event.
“I didn’t want to believe it, it just seemed…. (vacant expression) wrong.”
Thinking evil. No other reason to pause like that.
“Didn’t seem like the right time”
They do all expect to become sacrifices.
Pressing her eyes to provoke tears. Women know that one.
Lip licking, sign of stress and agitation, her eyes would be bone dry. Those are opposites.
Pressing both eyes like a tic, pressing the lips too.
“Shut up” to self.
The expression at 7:13 disturbs me.
This is the facial expression his death brings back.
She saw it.
7:17, seconds later after dramatically wiping a tear.
She looks like Starbucks put too much ice in her tea.
That’s a Stepford Wife look. That is freaky.
“It’s fine”… Yeah. Yeah, it is.
7:21, more muted shock.
Presses eyes, loud sniff.
11:09 Manly P Hall page.